Matahari Jingga

matahari jingga
sekiranya boleh aku ingin meminta
hari ini aku bahagia

matahari jingga
aku berdoa aku bahagia
setiap masa di samping orang-orang tercinta

by chance

by chance

i knew you

and i thought

why now

not before

by chance

i have not met you

in person

but i felt

like i have

by chance

i never thought

i could miss

someone

that i have never met

some people are just stupid

do you understand
the word respect?
or do you expect
i am just a subject
always incorrect?

saturday's thoughts

love
is just clueless
full of joy
and hatred
mashed up

love
is so strange
the importance of trust
and yet the betrayal
combined together

love
is not a must
but much needed
is it worth the hurt
I still wonder

A warning...

i gave you face
for you to embrace
not to be your slave
thats digging your grave

How long will you stay?

You came
Out of nowhere
Into my heart
and stayed there.

Clueless Stupidity

Loving you is stupid
Cause I know that you never really loved me
And you never gave me a sign so I'd see
That you and me would never have possibilities

Am I stupid?
I should have known you were only playing a game
And you and me would never be the same
You made me feel like I’m the one to blame

And I feel so stupid
Can’t believe you never knew what I felt
All this love and there ain’t no one else
but you treated Me so wrong and I can’t believe it

Who could ever love me the way that you do
How could you do me like you do?
Cause I’ve been so stupid for you

curse of being emotional

unless I am feeling
deep inside
really feeling, really 'living'
I don't feel alive
it's a drug, need that 'fix'
need ............. YOU

until you, until 'us' -
now my heartbeat is strong
you're my fuel,
you're my fire
how is this wrong?

you're so calm, so collected
your feelings don't show
here I am, such a mess
so damn emotional

by DeeDeeK