Clueless Stupidity

Loving you is stupid
Cause I know that you never really loved me
And you never gave me a sign so I'd see
That you and me would never have possibilities

Am I stupid?
I should have known you were only playing a game
And you and me would never be the same
You made me feel like I’m the one to blame

And I feel so stupid
Can’t believe you never knew what I felt
All this love and there ain’t no one else
but you treated Me so wrong and I can’t believe it

Who could ever love me the way that you do
How could you do me like you do?
Cause I’ve been so stupid for you

curse of being emotional

unless I am feeling
deep inside
really feeling, really 'living'
I don't feel alive
it's a drug, need that 'fix'
need ............. YOU

until you, until 'us' -
now my heartbeat is strong
you're my fuel,
you're my fire
how is this wrong?

you're so calm, so collected
your feelings don't show
here I am, such a mess
so damn emotional

by DeeDeeK

Quietus...

a day
when sleep
seems consequential
can work
be trivial?

love? in love? really in love?

what's the point of lying
just for the sake of having
a fake peace of mind

what's the point of lying
when you know you're having
a cluttered confused mind

random thoughts

why curse the wind
when love was blown away
isn't that a little unkind
accusing of being betrayed

life has never been fair
love and relationship is so bizarre
your heart should need due care
unlike witnessing a shooting star

Alas! This Is Not What I Thought Life Was

I knew that there were crimes and evil men,
Misery and hate; nor did I hope to pass
Untouched by suffering, through the rugged glen.
In mine own heart I saw as in a glass

The hearts of others ... And when
I went among my kind, with triple brass
Of calm endurance my weak breast I armed,
To bear scorn, fear, and hate, a woful mass! 

Percy Bysshe Shelley

Child's Play

it is almost child's play
to pretend that all is okay
so no one ever can say
you are not what you potray....