Thursday, December 15, 2011
I do it my way..
People told me that I have to think of other people in the universe who have greater issues than mine and I should be thankful with all that I have. Yes, I know that I have a family, I have a job which pays me well (ok, they can pay me more, I don't mind at all...), friends who cares, bla bla bla.... It is not that I am not thankful. It is not like that at all. My blog is just my way of letting go of what I have in my chest. How in my small mind, what I wanted "more" of my life. I get it that I have to change something, or my ways or my thoughts, whatsoever, in order for me to actually achieve what I wanted. I get it that what I am doing now is merely mind masturbation that will not ever give me any orgasm. But it is jut my way....
I can be so bloody emotional at one point of time.... but I switched to be happy with just a simple act of love and kindness. That is just me. So people out there, can you just accept me as me? As I accept you as you? Your kindness, your selfishness, your love, your hatred..... all of it!